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So I just started blogging. Big deal. Why would I bother?
a) for some reason I like to take every chance to improve my English (it's such a satisfying language to talk, all easy and intuitive unlike my mothertongue, German)
b) wouldn't it be neat if people dropped by and gave me a comment on thoughts and ideas?

So let's start:

WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE

Was born 31st May 1984 (interestingly this is exactly the date of Rainer-Werner Fassbinder's bday, too), grew up and turned depressed. Never had much contact with girls, grew very fond of technology and sciences as some sort of compensation move. Does it work? Not at all. Right now, I'm starting to arrive at that nihilist mindset again, but this time it's neither coupled to a sort of "I want to be a samurai" complex nor does it suppress all sorts of activity as it was the case previously. I'm just alive and I see no reason to change that at the moment.

TODAY

Got out of bed at 4PM. Was all sleepy until 5PM, when a friend of mine rang and asked me to go for a swim with another friend. Agreed, but when we went I soon found out that the other guy wasn't with us, as he just happened to suffer from one of his all too common epileptical attacks in the morning, and understandably he didn't think it was a good idea to go swimming. So there we drove along, and I started to tell him that I was going to a mental hospital this summer to cure my lack of enthusiasm for life, which I thought would sort of surprise him (as I made no previous mention that I received psychological help to anybody so far); however he just asked wether he could visit me there, and soon the conversation switched to another banal topic. Don't get me wrong, I was thankful for him to not ask me too much about it - I felt more than a bit guilty for not telling anybody of my problems during the past three years. So that's the main story to tell about the day. Let's see, I'll fall asleep soon (it's 4:47AM as I'm writing this), so I'll return and give you another pointless insight into my less than interesting existance.
Bye,
Chris